C.o.S.y.C

This is my first entry in my new blog/ journal, C.o.S.y.C. ( Cream of Sum yung Cook ) I started this last night because I was overwhelmed by the feelings I was having while taking care of my 10 month old son Micah, who is currently sick. At 2 am there is really no one to talk to and I had to find an outlet. I have done some blogging before for different reasons and while I was holding my son thought “why not start a journal?” This way I can vent when I need to, express feelings, tell stories about life’s adventures, etc. Really make my mark in the cyber and real worlds. Let everyone who wants to know that Ed Dollman Jr does exist and has a purpose in this lifetime. When it comes down to my last days…  I want to be remembered. I want my self proclaimed legacy to continue.

Now I am only 25 years young at this point in my life. I have a wife, four children, and no real direction of where I want to be or what I want to do. I have thought about different opportunities but right now is not the right time. I will get to that in later entries I am sure. In this journal I vow to be honest to myself. Nothing in this journal is going to be false. I have nothing to hide and the only way that I feel I can make this work for me is to BE honest. There are a lot of things that I need to work on and I am not to sure that I am going to be able to work on them with the aide of anyone other than myself. So this will be used as a self help tool as well.

I don’t plan on making this journal public for a while. A month or so should do it. I really want to make sure that I even want it to be public at all. Sometimes what you say or blog can or will be used against you later on down the road. I don’t want that to happen. Hopefully I can find peace of mind and really let it all out. We will see.

So there it is, my first entry of many to come. I really enjoy this sort of thing and I think I can harness it to the best of my ability.

~Live life, do whatever you want.